semi-final * friends

semi-final for chinese singing competition..
practice quite a lot last night,
and this is why i almost lost my voice today...
but luckily i managed to finish my song well... (i guess so) X.X

had a mini farewell party for En. Najmu Deen (our english teacher)
12:30..... i cannot feel my heartbeat...
like breathless only... (*O*)
but luckily got many wishes and hugs from my friends....
and many friends came to the hall...

***SPECIAL THANKS TO***
~ Cheryl
~ Jo Well
~ Jacqueline
~ Zhin Yi
~ Jit Yeung
~ Juliet
~ Pei Kai
~ Kok Soon
~ Kit Mun (Nicole)
~ Shao Jun
~ Mable
~ Chun Howe
~ Wei Jian
~ Kok Han (Ben)

* once again, thank you my friends..
aligato~!!! i really appreciate it a lot =T^T=

okie... i think thats all for today <(^x^)>

welcome back <(^x^)>

sis went to taiwan together with guo joon for social works.. (AIESEC)
hahax~ nothing much to say but ------------------------------------
WELCOME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! MERMAID AND GUO JOON (^(OO)^) v

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在还未 sign in 之前我心里头真的有很多很多东西要 ........
但在我 sign in 后心里却很矛盾不知道从何下手 ..
一年前的我在这一刻也是垂头丧气 ,
不过我万万想不到先在的我和一年前没什么差别 ..
是该说碰巧又或着是"凡事事在人为" ?
我也不知道 ..
总觉得心里很纳闷 ,
这样的心情已经维持蛮久的说 ,
但是只是会发生在晚上和午夜时分 ...
我总是问自己在做些甚磨屁事 ....
但是答案往往想了很久 ,
都还想不出个所以来 ..
心中总是有事情把我压得死死/无法透气 ..
写到这里我想我应该知道是什么事了...
对不起,我隐瞒了.......................................
不要怪我总是把心门给锁上 ,
我不想让任何人知道 ,
也没想过要让任何人知道 ,
更不希望有人会知道 .....
哈...写了那么久...
其实根本没提到重点
但我想重点是我心中根本没有任何重点 ,
只有说不出的...无奈?! 纳闷!?
我不知道 ...

hates sour...

"can i like you"?? this bloody sentence keep come out from my mind..
heard ppl said that there's a girl likes u..
i've no idea what the heck am i thinking.. Z_Z
i don't know..
but i do know i'm freaking bad mood now..

i was quite happy just now..
teacher gave me a hug..
such a warm hug..
thanks teacher~

someone just come and interrupt my good mood..
damn... darn... down...
hopefully my mood can be 'repair' soon..
aihxz yo~!!!!!!!!!! (T.T)

just a lil' shout out

that is just what im thinking now...
not to say to anybody but to myself.......
~silent and alone~ ~quite and lonely~ ~sad and crazy~

Silent & Alone

finally, i open my mouth and say something today.
but it doesnt change anything.
another way round, i think i better dont talk.
i think i should just act like im a noob, let the books fill in my life.
let all whatever friendship, relationship, shit, sheet, sheep and all bla bla bla ship la, dissapear.
but who can live without friends...??
NONE!!!!!
my answer is there is "NO ONE" that can live without friends, or you yourself are lying..
i just want to be honest. i really need friends!!
but it doesnt means that all my friends need me....
owh kayy, from now on, i'll just pretend like im a super duper bookaholic...
i'll just keep my mouth shut... it is ok, i dont mind being a NOOB..
i'll wish that it wont affect my studies...
***sigh*** ***tears...?!?**** *****i dont know..!?!*****
i wasnt "joy" as my name "joy"... (i mean sometimes)
sometimes i wish that im "emo"...
****** Silent & Alone ******

let the rain falls down and wash away all this things.....

after few... -^o^- / after 4 months ~>_<~

its been a long time i didn chat with kevin already..
wow~!!! finally we met each other in msn after.. like .. few.. nvm~
just finish our conversation.. (^^)v
i enjoy to chat with my freinds...
and, 38 with my friends.. i think cheryl, jac, jo understand this BERY WELL.. x]
but things doesnt goes like how u think, what u want...
since last year, 30 Nov 2008, my 14th birthday, 00.26...
i got a msg.. i cried... cse i know that someone just abondon me cause of some misunderstanding...
that day onwards, we both didn talk to each other any SINGLE WORD...
just let go few months ago....
cause i belive that someday she'll realized this is not my fault.. hopefully Z_Z
anyway, happy to chat with kev.. -^o^-
hahax!!!!! (^(OO)^)
tomorrow is labour day!!!! but still got tuition..... =T^T=